passion has it..

almost everyone says that i’ve been too dumb choosing my career before my education but how i wish before they think so, they would realize that i did these all for them.

i never did choose between education and career. I JUST THOUGHT THAT I COULD HANDLE BOTH. but yes i was wrong, it was a big mistake but the sure thing is i learned from it. but despite that all, i never had any regrets on the decisions that i made. in fact i grew up and become more mature in making those mistakes. i realized how to value time, effort and most of all others. i learned not just to hear but to listen, rather than seeing i learned how to look further and before i was mere feeling, i learned to understand.

but i never expected that things would turn out this way.i made a lot of sacrifices i never imagined would happen. before i knew it, i lost my friends, my barkada, my heart, my being me, my studies and worst my confidence of facing kids of my age thinking that i might be not cool enough to be with them and hang out with them. it was really hard at first thinking that i just lost the mai2x i used to be back in high school but then i realized that closing doors open new windows and there i realized that i never lost. and those weren’t a loss at all nor a failure but a challenge.

a challenge to face a new chapter of my life. a life not too small to just think about barkadas, falling in love and hang outs, instead a life wonderful enough to be given a chance to make a difference in my family, my society and my life. yes, the future may be blurry for me now but the sure thing is that vast as the oceans and wider than the stretch of the horizons are the possibilities in store for me now that i widened up my world and opened up my life.

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